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[Dec. 22nd, 2007|11:37 am] |
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for your reading pleasure: the worst night in my entire life. enjoy.
kristin's bridal shower was last night at six thirty. i was supposed to go. i went home after school with marcia, will, julian, etc. will's mum was supposed to pick us up so i could be home before six, but she decided to take her sweet time, so we didn't get to his house until after six. he took me home so i could change my cold wet shoes, then we were off to pendleton, which is where the shower was. in case you didn't know, there was quite a bit of fog last night. we couldn't see three feet in front of us, so of course, we ended up getting lost. we were lost for a while. i could not get ahold of anyone, no one would answer, so we had no help finding our way to the house. after several unanswered phone calls, we finally decided it would be best to turn around and head home. by that time, will's mum was already bitching about how we were "just fucking around," and told us we needed to get home. we had decided before the call that we wanted to get some subway on our way home, so we did that. after we ate, she called again [or he called her, i don't remember] and exploded at will because we were not home yet, we were taking too long, etc. she wouldn't listen to him, so of course, he exploded back. she even hung up on him once [pretty fucking mature, right?]. so we made our way back to his house where his mum watching television and talking on the phone like nothing had happened. when she finally spoke to him, she told him that i needed to get a ride home because the car was not leaving the house again. then she had a friend come over, so she said they'd talk later. we went to his room to chill; i was way too stressed out and angry by then. so we're just hanging out when in comes toni. she was okay for about a minute, then decided she'd get in on our business and start shit with us. she claimed that will was the one with the attitude, and not their mum. will had told her to leave the room, but she didn't listen. i calmly told her that i was there and that her mother was the one who exploded first, but she told me that she was on the other end of the phone, so she knew exactly what happened. i then told her, still calmly, that she needed to leave the room, and she told me to shove it up my ass. i said that it had nothing to do with her, and that she needed to stay out of our business. and she said shit, called me a bitch, etc. will was in the living room with his mum the rest of the time toni was in the room. when she was finally leaving, she said something along the lines of "well, you're leaving soon anyway, so i won't have to deal with you anymore, thankfully." will came in and i showed him that i was shaking uncontrollably, told him that i couldn't stand them anymore, and started sobbing into my hands. i cried for a while, he hugged me and kept asking me what toni had said. when i was finally able to get some words out, i told him that i was just sick of both his mum's and toni's shit and that i couldn't take it anymore. i calmed a bit, then mum called. and i fell apart again. mum kept asking what was wrong, but i couldn't talk so i handed the phone to will. mum said she was leaving the shower and that she'd be there to pick me up soon and that i'd better tell her what was going on then. i called her a bit later and told her to just call me when she got to the house so she wouldn't have to come to the door and deal with this shit, even though they were all acting like nothing at all had happened, which really pissed [pisses] me off. i was especially shocked by joanne, who allowed her daughter to act like such a fucking cunt and talk shit to me. mum was about a minute or so away, so i decided i'd just wait outside for her. will and i walked to the door and, as i was walking out, the friend said "nice to meet you." i said nothing to any of them, and, as i made my way onto the porch, toni yelled "screw you, too." we waited in the drive way, then mum showed up. i told will goodbye and as soon as i got into the car, i broke down. i attempted to tell mum everything that had happened. and she understood it, surprisingly, through all the sobs. i told her everything, then she called will's house and talk to him for a while. mum was and still may be vair upset with joanne and toni's behaviour, and said that she was not going to let this go until she had talked to joanne. i've decided that i am no longer going to his house, and i am no longer associating myself with his pathetic, dramatic, selfish, hypocritical, conceited, lying bitch sister. i've also decided that, despite all of the shit i have on her, i am not going to bring it out unless she really pushes me. because i am the better person. i spent the night at kelsey's last night and i will write about what happened there later. i am just incredibly thankful for all of the REAL friends i have. the friends who don't claim to love me and care about me so much, then fucking turn on me over shit that doesn't even concern them. i love you guys all so so much. you have no fucking clue.
now we're going to get kelsey's car washed.. <3 |
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